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[Jun. 25th, 2004|11:37 pm] |
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| |  tired | ] |
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| | D12 - How come? | ] |
Summer's beeing stoping me form updating... I've been zapped of all energy... *sleeps* and it's alot harder to find some good food at night anymore... too many lights on the streets
I've been fainting alot too, alot of heat that's taking me over... |
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[Apr. 24th, 2004|09:51 pm] |
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| |  calm | ] |
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| | Tears I cried - Siam Slade | ] |
It's been a bumpy few days... but now it's really shinning for the best!
I've hooked myself up with another soul, Kyuso-kun's! I feel like a new person and more brave too, I can visit him at work since his soul is so clean I don't fear that I'll faint in the sunlight!
I feel bad, it took alot out of him just to tkae it... He's sleeping right beside me, a smile on his face. He looks so beautifull and calm *giggle* Now I can look at him while I type thanks to Blare for his small handy computer!
I'm a little worried, Sensei will sense the missing soul and I'm sure he'll try and talk to me. I can't talk to him it's too hard! He's in bad shape and when I look at him my heart splits in half, one part heading for him and the other one out to find Kyuso... I don't love him anymore but I know it's my fault he's like this... |
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| New~ |
[Apr. 9th, 2004|05:29 pm] |
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| |  uncomfortable | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Cirus's soft song | ] |
*smile* H-Hiyo
I decided to get one... since well Master, Jackel_sensei , had one... And I guess I kinda felt obligated to have one.
I've eben spending most of the day with Master Kuiri, I got beat pretty bad again, but I'm strong! I can stand all the pain! Although I wish not to tell Jackel-sama, he'll get worried and think we'll have to split up I mean it's not like it'll make a difference right? I'm just some kind of cheap fuck right? *sigh* My mind hurts so much @__@
I'm at Takedo and Cirus's place, they've decided to take me in for a few days, not I'm listenning to the calm tune of Cirus practicing his school instrument, the piano.
I don't want to let Jackel-sama see me tomorrow, my wrists is broken... and my back has "all mine" carved into it... it's so painfull.. maybe I could just say I broke my wrist in an accident? |
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